Sunday, October 4, 2009

To much time online

Im looking for a 2nd job now that Im single. I also spend way to much time online. I love swap-bot,suzi blu,vanessa v. Im always trying to learn new stuff to make. I need to finish up and send my swaps, I dont think I will sign up for awhile.

Im so burnt out on flakers and people not liking my stuff I make or excuse why they cant send.
I love the groups on there though. Its hard to keep one going. To many lurkers ,which at first I didnt mind I justed wanted to make a group that was comfortable for all.

Im entering my art in different contests . Im not very good. mediorce at best but I try. Im so addicted to doing art right now. I eat ,sleep, literally. I fall asleep on my bed coverd in art supplies. Im going through some major issues in my life and art helps me.

I really need to work on going out in public more. Im looking for a 2nd job. I dont have alot of confidence but Im broke. I need to fill my time up anyway. I work midnights and dont sleep much . I might as well work.

Im sure there is a big world out there . I just live in my own tiny world. People arnt so bad ,right??????

Monday, August 31, 2009

the ranch




Had so much fun going out to my daughters bf's families ranch. We road atv's,hiked,slepted in a tent, had smores and hot dogs over a campfire.




I was still sicker then a dog but I felt pretty good the next day.

The horse tried to give me a love bite ,,scary



The best day ever I would have to say