Sunday, October 4, 2009

To much time online

Im looking for a 2nd job now that Im single. I also spend way to much time online. I love swap-bot,suzi blu,vanessa v. Im always trying to learn new stuff to make. I need to finish up and send my swaps, I dont think I will sign up for awhile.

Im so burnt out on flakers and people not liking my stuff I make or excuse why they cant send.
I love the groups on there though. Its hard to keep one going. To many lurkers ,which at first I didnt mind I justed wanted to make a group that was comfortable for all.

Im entering my art in different contests . Im not very good. mediorce at best but I try. Im so addicted to doing art right now. I eat ,sleep, literally. I fall asleep on my bed coverd in art supplies. Im going through some major issues in my life and art helps me.

I really need to work on going out in public more. Im looking for a 2nd job. I dont have alot of confidence but Im broke. I need to fill my time up anyway. I work midnights and dont sleep much . I might as well work.

Im sure there is a big world out there . I just live in my own tiny world. People arnt so bad ,right??????

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